I got today.  I wanted out.  But now that I’m out, I want back in.

I want back in because my stomach is upset and it may c-diff.  It’s much easier to get it treated in the hospital – and faster.  Outside I have to go to the stomach do and do a test on my own toilet the next day, then bring the sample to the lab.

Then I wait.  It takes day, especially if there is a weekend.  I don’t know if I have the energy to do this anymore.

That’s it tonight.  I am grateful to be alive, but a little down.  Tomorrow’s another day.